黑色星期一；我们的纪念日

今天的我心情超级差，差到无法想象的地步。。每个月要来M的1-2个礼拜前，无论是脾气或性格都大大不同，而且是越来越严重，甚至我怀疑我是不是有忧郁症。我询问了很多朋友，他们也给了我很多的劝说，但我还是一样。。其实我知道的，唯一的放法就只有你，往往就可能只是你的一个拥抱，吻，我就可以很开心了。你真的有那么的重要吗？ 真的，你就是那么的重！！甚至还比我重几十倍。。

刚刚在网路上看到了这一个爱情语录，觉得很有意思-

 男女恋爱是加减法原则，男生是减法，一开始看上去每个女孩都100分，发现缺点就慢慢减，直到不及格，就分手了！而女生是加法，一开始看男生都比较低分，经过相处后慢慢加分，越来越爱。所以到最后伤得最深大都是女孩子。

 如果你给我的，和你给别人的是一样的，那我就不要了

部落格写到一半， 你忽然给了我一个讯息，我才知道原来今天是我们的纪念日。我感到非常快乐也心情开朗了许多。 

但是，竟然在临放工的时候，我们吵架了。。。

Bad Thursday!

Today i get up quite early and after got everything done, i was trying to talk to mom about HLA (as currently i am working with..). The response she given to me which i really felt unhappy and it makes me so angry and half day emo+moody at all. After she given all the excuses and objection for not buying the plan, i just shut up and left silently to work. This action is really get her mad and she was complaining to my sis about my attitude.

My sister whatsapp me and scolding me. Ultimately, i knew that it was my fault. I shouldn't give her hot temper  as a daughter even though my mom is not buying from me but not she doesn't support me. Actually, I knew all these but i really can't control my temper infront of my parent. They make me feel that they are splashing the cold water to my body more than encouraging me.

Anyhow, i will try my best to become a successful people and prove it to them.

I bought a ring to mom as a gift and hope she don't mind about my bad attitude this morning. Mom, I am sorry!!! Happy mother's day!!!

Diamond ring for my mother :D

After finished work, i went to Sanctuary meet with an old friend as a socialite for the night! After 2 pints drinking, my whole face turn into red although i am still sober:) My friend invited me to go for second round at Movida, Kota Damansara.. but i was so sorry that my energy was fully utilized and i just felt like going home.... Home is the best place for me in this time xD

Wish everyone has a Good Thursday! Good night Zzzz

10/05/2012 - Missaty @ Online; Coming Soon!

Hey guys, I have been leaving a long gap for not updating my blog, kinda strange to use it. So my days without blog here is kinda busy as i am gonna start my new online business www.missaty.com. I realized that I love working so much or get something to do and not waste time for just staying at home throughout a day, I couldn't accept such a boring life though. 


One important thing to update is I FINALLY tendered my current job since end of April 12. This is because i been bladdy fed up of doing those "kici meow" or "straight forward" (which my boss always say it) tasks. 


As what i usually say to my friend, my strength can't be buried in this company. I don't want be a frog in the well EVER!! I want to jump out from well. Yes, I did it FINALLY!!


Anyhow, a sentence to remind me always!


Must constantly endeavor if we are to succeed. Keep Moving! 

愛人，被愛

愛人是痛苦的，被愛是幸福的，這句話廣為流傳，但真的是這樣嗎?----------



愛人與被愛，哪一個幸福?


我一值相信能給予是快樂的，那樣的溫暖只存在自己的內心
任何人無法奪走，也分享不到這份喜悅
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看著這離婚率高得離譜的世界
我很好奇
在他們結婚的那時，那份愛意跟無比的喜悅
卻在離婚的那一刻完全想不起來，
或者試圖讓自己不去想起

在各分東西，收拾物品前，
無意間翻到結婚時的甜蜜合照，
然後看著那諷刺的照片
在內心偷偷的嘲笑了自己一番


這有錯嗎?


我相信這只是被習慣跟時間所擊垮的一段感情
沒有對錯可言

跟大家分享一段小故事，

一對情侶，他們在大學時期開始交往，

一切是這麼美好，燦爛

用甜蜜跟淚水交織

幾年後
他們結婚了


在充滿愛的婚禮上，他們對彼此默許了約定跟承諾


希望陪伴彼此度過這段人生

甜蜜的過了半年，
老公希望老婆到他任職的公司上班
男生在公司有十幾年的地位跟資歷，說話有份量
也希望可以就近照顧老婆，可以一起上下班
朝夕相處，多美好?

一開始都是這麼順利的，
他們的笑容都是那麼真實


慢慢的，他們開始為了小事爭吵
誰也不肯在愛情那條線當中退讓半步


目的只是想證明是不是對方比較愛我?
"你要是愛我，你就會讓我"，這樣的內心語言不斷浮現

可惜的是，當兩個人都這麼想的時候
他們是深愛彼此的，卻沒有誰可以退讓一步

有的只是愛情擦撞所浮現的不愉快

而且用盡全身力氣在無形中傷害彼此

 

他們只想要證明，對方是不是愛自己的?
有趣的是，他們在結婚的當下，
不就已經認定對方就是自己的最愛嗎?

 

半年過去了，他們漸漸不一起吃中餐
各自找其他同事去吃飯，
空檔休息
喜歡跟同事閒聊，夫妻間話卻少得可憐

漸漸，他們不在一起上下班，
各自安排各自的時間出門，回家

 

一年多了

一天

女生沒有去上班，一連休就是三天
同事們問著先生，
你老婆怎麼了?怎麼休這麼多天"?
"她呀?就只會嚷嚷著不舒服，一值休假
也不想想公司最近很忙，需要人手，忍一下不就好了
"害我不只被老闆責罵，
連她這個月的獎金跟全勤都沒有了
她不想待，我還要升遷咧
"天曉得我用多少時間跟精神才爬到經理這個位置阿!
"算了別提她了"
過兩天就好

 

數日

 

見到先生疲憊的眼神來到公司
那稍微紅腫的眼好似有被淚水洗滌過一般
他安靜的，蹣跚的走入老闆的辦公室
並且遞上了辭呈

 

你要辭職?有沒有搞錯阿?!公司這陣子正忙的"
何況你去哪找份待遇這麼好的工作?!""
你已經有年紀了，現在找工作不容易
你可要想清楚阿!"
老闆一副不可置信的語氣，帶點訝異

 

"嗯，老闆，我想很清楚了，我想辭職了

那你花這十年在這間公司的努力跟資歷呢?
你放得下嗎?"
而且薪水待遇這麼高，
公司這段時間也需要你，你要考慮清楚才是""
老闆用著慰留跟質疑的口氣問著

 

"老闆，謝謝你這十年來的照顧，我會記在心裡


我妻子得了乳癌，已經末期而且擴散了
"醫生說剩下不到半年壽命，
剩下這時間，我想好好陪著她
"陪她做她還沒完成的事，並跟我一起度過

 

遞上辭呈後，先生默默的走出辦公室，

收拾著自己的東西，
也收拾著她老婆的東西
然後
靜靜的離開

走出了公司，他步伐很慢
走著走著經過了一間小小的蛋糕店，

突然停了下來，
內心有些許的錯愕跟疑惑

他想起來這是跟他妻子第一次遇見的地方
幾乎每天都會經過的店面，卻從來就沒有停留下來，

模糊的記憶被喚起
"原來店還在呀...'"他喃喃自語了起來

看著玻璃內妻子最愛吃的黑森林蛋糕，他只買了一人份
然後輕輕的提著，走著

也許那時腳步是非常沉重的，
但是在他心裡面卻是踏實的，

到了醫院，
妻子問"為什麼你只有買一人份?

先生告訴妻子，因為這樣我才能專心的看著你吃蛋糕"，

吃不完，我還可以幫你吃剩的(笑）”

剩下的日子我們都要一起分享
一起度過

上帝對我很好，在你生命最後一段日子，祂給了我陪伴妳的權利，
也讓我想起當初為什麼會愛上你

照顧我很辛苦的，對嗎?妻子問


先生什麼也沒說，也沒有反駁，淡淡的說了一句

"能遇見妳，真好.."


妻子沒有回話，只是默默的看著先生

然後紅了眼框

他們終於想起他們當初相愛的初衷
他們很幸福
彼此最終還是明白了

愛一個人的"幸福"

一段時間之後

妻子走了

她卻永遠活在他另一半的內心
走的是軀殼，愛並沒有走

直到先生老邁，然後伴隨著死亡離去

愛"
永遠被保存下來了..

My body is sick!!

A couple of days before, i just went to visit chinese traditional doctor cause i am sick.. The doctor stopped me from eating those spicy food and gave us a bunch of medicine to recuperate my body :( 

Chinese traditional medicine is expensive and need a long time to recuperate back to a healthy of me.

First day taken on 05th October 2011

A simple birthday celebration for my boyfie

My boyfie's birthday is just around the corner, and i plan to have early celebration with him due to his tight schedule. Seriously, i been planning since one month before his birthday, thought of giving him a surprise but end up i tell him everything i've planned. lolx (n_n)

I spotted some reviews from bloggers and was found a nice place for us to dine-in which is Tanzini located at G Tower. On Sunday (040911), I went there for inspection, surveyed the place in the afternoon before the dinner start to avoid any unexpected thing happen as this is my first time visit here too. 

This place, is an elegant italian restaurant that serves fine cuisine. It's very quiet and their service is pretty good. Highly recommended :)

Our self-portrait in the lift when going up to 28th floor

love how it is located so high up.. the higher the better.. haha :D

Complimentary bread from them :p

Happy birthday to my sweetheart.. Here's the rose and birthday card from me while the cake is special from the restaurant.. xD

Another purpose i choose this restaurant is because of THIS -->  Tiramisu... MUST ORDER

Hope you love it .. muacks <3

Rose for you is to make you remember me as the ONLY girl who ever gave you for your birthday :)

 

 

Goodbye Tanzini <3 <3 next up will be my birthday - my boyfie gonna bring me to somewhere like this place for my celebration... awaiting :p

 Lastly, to my dear ...

just a three simple word to tell you... I Love You

Sei Ngan Mui KRISTY :-*

Are you short sighted??? Yes, I am... ^^

On the last Monday, I was wearing contact lens for badminton. Due to the long period of wearing it, and caused my eye infection again.. :( 

 No any other choice, but its a MUST to say No to contact lens and be friend with my glasses..no matter how ugly after wearing it. Thus, I found back my old glass and have to wear it day by day until my eye recover...sobsssss T.T

Call me sei ngan mui ^^

Since i am suffering from blurrrrr and getting seriously nowadays, especially driving at the night... so best choice is to wear glass instead, so i decided to make a NEW, TRENDY spec for myself..hahahha :D